Only myself

Like crumbling mountains my heart breaks. In the sea of pain I nourish the waters with the salt from my eyes. Like frosty winters my soul knows ice. Kin to the friend of betrayal, I'm a stranger to trust. With the path of grass, I veer to...

Dear god,

Am I messing up? Holding on to tight? Not bending enough? Not letting it all go?   I have all these questions, all this doubt. There is so many ways, to go wrong,  and I think that, I've found them all.   I'm so...

Lonely girl

Hey lonely girl.                                                                 I am a lonely girl. It's that hour again.                                                          It's that hour again. When you're all alone.                    ...

I see you.

I see you reaching out.  I hear your screams. I feel the black hole inside you.     I see you dear friend. Playing the odds. Tossing around words ever carelessly.   Do you see me friend? Do you see them? We are broken....

The love you knew knew

My sweet close your lips. Open your ears. Let me tell you of the love you never knew. Do you remember those long nights? The ones that left me in tears, you shaking with rage? It was me, my fault. I bled my heart dry. I cried out. I begged you...

Questions Untold

Who do I miss but the girl I never was?   The one who wanted to write stories filled with knights?   Where is the smile I know she holds?   Tucked away since her fears have started to unfold?   What do I miss but the simple...