Only myself

Like crumbling mountains my heart breaks. In the sea of pain I nourish the waters with the salt from my eyes. Like frosty winters my soul knows ice. Kin to the friend of betrayal, I'm a stranger to trust. With the path of grass, I veer to...

Dear god,

Am I messing up? Holding on to tight? Not bending enough? Not letting it all go?   I have all these questions, all this doubt. There is so many ways, to go wrong,  and I think that, I've found them all.   I'm so...

Lonely girl

Hey lonely girl.                                                                 I am a lonely girl. It's that hour again.                                                          It's that hour again. When you're all alone.                    ...

I see you.

I see you reaching out.  I hear your screams. I feel the black hole inside you.     I see you dear friend. Playing the odds. Tossing around words ever carelessly.   Do you see me friend? Do you see them? We are broken....

The love you knew knew

My sweet close your lips. Open your ears. Let me tell you of the love you never knew. Do you remember those long nights? The ones that left me in tears, you shaking with rage? It was me, my fault. I bled my heart dry. I cried out. I begged you...

Questions Untold

Who do I miss but the girl I never was?   The one who wanted to write stories filled with knights?   Where is the smile I know she holds?   Tucked away since her fears have started to unfold?   What do I miss but the simple...

Screaming inside these walls

Build those walls only to tear them down time and time again. Mountains to climb, rivers to cross, armies to crush. These walls hide me. They protect me. They hinder me. God I scream. Loud, long, deep.  Still these walls silence me.  ...

What being lonely can ultimately do

The song plays and for some reason, it makes me think of our time together.   There weren’t any fancy dinners or crazy dances. I was an unoriginal useless man. I wasn’t even a man in the mind yet. Acting like a child but with his first ever...

Ships and Bottles

She is locked away on a forgotten ship. Inside she is screaming. Breaking. She is spinning, falling, dying. Can no one hear her?     She doesn't want to do this anymore. Why can't she fucking escape? Please god, she is on her...

Pain and Rain

  It's getting harder to see past the pain. To smile through the thunder and rain. Outside she is a shell.      Her voice sweet as a bell. No one could guess the true mess. That she feels like an unwelcomed guest. Though...

The Pain of Leaving So Soon

Just a few words from the writer. Sorry I haven't been around for a while. Life has been busy and messy. This was inspired from things i watched and listened over the past months. One of them being the song "5 4 3 2 1" by Aurora. Anyhow, I do not know...

The art of loss.

He was the first person on her mind. She had wanted to all his time. He was her knight in shining armor. She fell hard for his inner charmer. But somewhere in the muchness that transpired between them. Their love became twisted, and her...

Atelophobia

It's the middle of the day, the sun shining brightly down upon the world. I should be smiling, I should be overjoyed. Yet, I feel nothing. It's almost time to get ready for work, I cringe at the thought of meeting my reflection face to face. I know...

Is this?

Is this all there is? Falling, spinning, screaming. Fleeting time.To where will it end when doubts creep in? Distant smiles.More often than not silence is sought. Daily grind.Here,  there, back again; a mundane loop. Is this all there...

Feel. See. Smell. Listen. Taste.

The sun was shining but it was disguised by the clouds for every few minutes. It was a cold day, blown away by the fierce heavy winds. These harsh winds were usually followed by the sharp pelts of rain. It came and went away but when it did come, the...

A mythical creature

I had kinda wanted to do this for a long time. This may or may not belong to the world of Servaustus's world but I haven't decided yet. It was actually a challenge, a "tell me a story about this" from a site I frequent in. So, enjoy! ...

The Judges

Servaustus took two hours after midnight before he found his attempted murders. Well, two hours after my midnight according to my watch. I don’t know if the hours are different from my own world. The days felt shorter but that might be just because I...

Padded Walls

All the kings horses, and all the kings men couldn't put me back together again.... The bittersweet lyrics pour into Sasha's ears. With the volume turned all the way up and the ear plugs pushed as far as they could go into her canals, she hoped to...

This is for those that haven't read the previous parts.

Night 1 The rain was falling softly and quietly as the night went on. There were no clouds and the moon was out yet it’s light shined dimly onto the streets. There weren’t any slices of wind in the air. The trees did not even whisper and no life...

The Observer

I stood there while Servaustus was walking down that street. I guessed that he still hasn’t noticed me but I’m pretty sure that he knows something is odd. It didn’t even really matter since I was just watching him. I couldn’t believe it though. He...

The Night Ends

After they entered into the man’s house, a gentle female voice sounded from deeper in the building. “Scipet? Are you back? How was your day in work?” “So his name was Scipet? I really should have asked his name while we were walking here”...

Love Maybe? !

Love stories are all different and Ali Smith was no different or was it?  Ali and Ben were high school sweet hearts, well sorta of . What started off as Ali dating Ben to get Back at him for breaking one of her friends hearts turned into alot more...

An animal

He sat there alone and listening to his own music. It was a lonely night with few people walking past him. Nobody cared about him. They were all strangers. People but with masks. People with things to do. People rushing to get what they want, go where...

The world to him

He stood there, looking onto the the most beautiful creature in his world. She was sleeping on their bed. Their bed. He still was not use to that. It took a long time. After what happened, he still felt the guilt. The betrayal of his friends, the pain...

The Lord of the Forests

Vöx was Servaustus’s companion, not something that is common in this world although he knew there were others like him, he never met them. He had met Vöx when he lifted his scythe in an ancient temple. In the world of Vöx, accordingly to him, whoever...